Fuchhi, First love is meant to end like that. My first love had the similar experience. Her first love didnt really appreciated her that much and she came to college that aparted her from her first love. She left for college and she met me. I happened to give her everything that she wanted from her first love. Things turned out really great. She realized that it was important to be loved than to love. But later she realized that she didnt just want all those things that she was getting from me but she actually wanted those things from her first love. She realized that she wanted her desire to be true. The desire to be accecpted by the first love and not just anyone. She moved one, we broke up, and she is still as miserabel as she was cos her first love still wouldnt give her things that she wanted from him. As a result she is still the same gurl who was seeking something that she couldnt have.