Why are you seeking for attention if death is all that you wish for??? What's the fuss over an act as cowardly as committing suicide???? No offense, but if you are serious(which i hope you are not) about ending your life then I urge you to hurry up! Then the world will have one less pathetic soul to worry about...marnu agadi ke ko yetro tamasha.. hehe... On a serious note, if i were you, I would(if i had to) proudly talk about how i survived the worst and not post a thread that shows what a spineless crybaby i am.... Damn youtube is not working!!! Or else I would have posted some death rituals' pieces to dedicate it to you :-)...