sanjaya, why you wanna let the whole world know what you are up to? hehe....i guess you will come up with a new thread if tomorrow you decide to go for a sex change hehe... are you not bored of being male? hehe food for thought!! Btw, if you really have decided to die, then no one can help it apart from you yourself. Please don't mind to hand over whatever amount of money you have in your account to the millions of children around the world. and also donate all your clothes (including chaddis) to the homeless people. there are plenty of them here in Tx, you can fedex them. and do browse sajha from "up there" once in a while and don't mind sharing your experiences with us. good luck dying!! Loote