I believe there wasn’t a moment when I didn’t feel the intensity!! But it was a while back I could be wrong!! I don’t know where you came from that day!! Maybe she was with you for a long time!! I don’t really know because you never talked about it!! Now I’ll never now!! I can’t just call you up and then ask you to tell me about her!! I don’t really care but if I didn’t really care anymore about anything then why am I trying to sort this out now?? I think you forced it on me!! Yeah you did!! So what now?? It’s okay. I’ll cry for a while here and there and at the end it’s going to be over anyways!! I knew it was!! But you knew it too. Saying this I feel like you’re boiling my emotions in a pressure cooker so it’s just like a boiled potato!! But you know a baked potato tastes much better than a boiled one. Then why did you put all that pressure on me?? It just doesn’t make any sense!! I wonder what you’re doing right now!! What are you thinking about?? What do you think what I did was wrong?? Are you mad at me?? What am I saying?? How can you be mad when it’s not my fault? But then is it my fault? I don’t know!! I could be wrong!! So what are you saying that I forced it on you?? Yeah you made it look that way at the end!! But you were the one who started it and then just left it hanging there!! So what did you expect?? Wasn’t I allowed to take some action too?? It’s not fair this way!! But I try to tell myself life is not fair!! What is your brother’s name again?? Why do I keep forgetting it?? I was just curious!! I just wanted to know you!! What did he tell you?? I remember that day when I nearly talked to him but then I didn’t!! I wish I had now!! Then at least he would have known!! At least him!!! When did you say you were leaving the town??