john bro..so this is why didnt really 'see' much of u here for sometime?the pullin power of ANA eh?;oP hehe but its all good...for a while..these days..guess was a bit scared(yes i can be scared too!!!and not just scare others!;oP hehe)..thot u went into 'retirement' ..u know wat i mean?:oS budeskaal chita lagcha hoina?in here?;oP hehe..seeing is believin?:oS hehe.. but cheers for sharing as u so often do :oD..i just had a great experience of being in ANA thru ur words re kya ;o) hehe..dyam "ekadasai bazaraima" song?wahahahaa..yeah some thots came about when u mentioned that..thots of being jhyaap(evul thots?arghhh ke garney!!im evul i tell u !!!:o| acceptance ppl!:o( hehe..esp since it was about alcohol?:o| hehe)and u know being merry with frens..dancin to that song hehe..well not really dance(can i?wahahahah ;oP) but u know move along jpt..jump around..and of cos just shoutin along with the song tho i(we) have no idea of the lyrics wahahahaa ;oP (i still dunno wat other nepali folks thot..durin those times..me and me frens were happily enjoyin ourselves..'dancin'..shoutin along to the nepali songs that we had no idea wat the lyrics were..we just made our own wahahahaha..if we didnt know nepali words..we came out with some sounds wahhahahaa..well like to call it sounds..since it had no meanins wahahaha..ok ok..*starts takin deep slow breathes* hehe..had to slow down :oD hehe.. ..seems like i got a thing for that song :o| ..so does a lot eh?which is all good ;o) hehe.. but seriously john bro..im believin a bit more on that sayn..that "bihe does change a person"..i mean duh!!u forgot her who even danced in ur weddin?:o| (ps how much drink did u have?i meant water duh!;oP hehe..malibu eh?;oP hehe..cant even remember the taste of that :o| am not really a drinker :oS..believe me!!!wat can i say?frens do say i eat beer like i eat bhat wahahaahh ;oP nah they dun say that..but i have a feeln they might wanna say that.if they did see the similiarity?;oP hehe when i do let meself eat beer?;oP hehe..) ok now im gettn more nosey ..wat are nose for anyways hoina?not just to smell?;oP hehe..just got curious how long ago did john bro bihe took place ;o)..still not over that sayn "bihe changes a person" and thinkin about it :oS..dun scare me(more):o| ;oP hehe...i mean..without bihe ni esto buluwa chu..if bihe(tho the chances of that happenin might be too low to even think about it..its a 'wat if' scenario!!duh!;oP hehe lets not even get into why chances are low etc !:@ ;oP hehe..) urghh...scary!!:o| ;oP hehe.. oops :o| ...*tells meself* ajjai oops re?wahahahah ;oP yeah dun mind me hoggin it up :oS..well its always about oneself aint it?:oS..but believe me!!(for once?;oP hehe)..i felt like i was havin a good convo with u :oD..tho it was me just talkin/typin about me?:oS ;oP hehe..oh well..hopefully i learn from this?;oP hehe..plus to me it felt like did a bit of catchin up with u :oD..(wt!!why has it always have to be about "ME" bhaney!!:o| hehe..) so its all good eh?isnt it?tell me so it is :o( ..or shud i go drown in me guilt of always being obessed with 'me' in one way or another?:oS i mean i shud feel guilty right now shudnt i?for me 'actions'..me typins?;oP hehe.. anyways yeah ..im stoppin now..tho john bro..there were tonnes more things i wanted to type..cos u just made me feel a lot of things..remember a lot of things..think about a lot of things ..with ur sharing up there :oD...and yeah those 'things/feelns' were good :oD..felt good :oD hehe.. la la enuf bhakwash hehe...till another time(as long there is time?will i stop bhakwashn?:o| dyam thats a scary thot!:o| ;oP hehe)..and yeah will be hopin and waitin for u to share more ni ;o)..ke garney lob chai kahiley stop hunna?:oS ..i mean u shared a lot..but then again lob le garda..ajjai ko lai hope gardai bascha..never enuf ni ;o) hehe.. countin the days before bhauju arrives?;o) hehe...why count?type smthin each day(if ur that free ;oP hehe ..hope so :oD..)..and share with us re kya ;o) hehe..yeah yeah me lobiness has no limit :oS im controllin!:@ ;oP hehe.. cheers again for sharin john bro :oD hehe.. have a good one!:oD..and yeah dun mind me typin a tad bit too much..bit much re?yeah right!wahahaha ;oP ..sheesh!i shud learn to write short( and sweet?ewww :oS ) bhaney!:@...i wanna learn!!!!!!!someone teach me!!!ps u better have a lot of patience if ur brave and willin to volunteer to 'teach' me re kya wahahahaha ;oP.... dyam so much more i wanted to say about wat u shared..but alas!can i?:oS oh well at least i did share a bit re kya..yes it was a bit!:@ hehe good day!!:oD *gone before more ppl freaks out?;oP hehe*