Come on, y'all! What an obsession with white chicks! Why don't you dream of being on the equal footing as the 'whites'? Then all white sheet is yours, if you choose to accept. Don't be silly. You came to the US to conquer it--although you gave an affidavit saying that your parents will send you money for college expenses by selling their little farm products. Now you are here. Dream big on the basis of that preliminary dream of coming to the US.