Nice story - relates to mine but then I am a guy... One can harly know how others feel even if they are close. At times things changes and life takes turn that is due to circumstances over various emotional control. I might have thought that I had had her for sure for life but at times the young mind of her had drawn her to think over and act differently. Things were strong the first two yr but soon after she started her college life it faded slowly day by day. I wasn't that worried thinking I had closed the deal with my loving soul. I shared everything with her every moment of my life. I may have been too obsessive at time trying to fiddle her mind asking too many questions. As honest and beautiful as she was, I never wanted to loose her she understood me better then anyone in my life, I was flourished with her love. Little that I knew things went south, there were no communication for days, weeks, month as I came to realize she was happy with her own life. So even though I wrote to her every day, week and month, sometimes there were no replies and even if the reply came it was "I am very busy with studies, I have exams". Little that I knew she already had someone in her life but had the courtesy to email me once in a blue moon. I let things go thinking this love of mine wasn't meant to be. I didn't know what I had done wrong. But then I knew there was some thing that had bothered her, someone was F***in` with my computer as I never used to log off even if I did when the CPU rebooted the MSN would log automatically. Many things had happened behind my back which was mysterious. So the culprit had a very bad intension against me because he was jealous of my lifestyle, which I found out going through my previous emails which I had never written to her about. Well misunderstanding happens but then it was too late because the damage was already done and it had been happening for months. I tried to convince her that I was not at fault but I guess it was too late in the game and she had moved on. Well this didn’t end till I saw her once with her new partner – then I said to myself that I have to let her go – but I still can’t. So help me god!