hah!! loote u actually read?(skipped to the end sidha?but still it means..ur a..)u sicko!!!;oP hehe.. ImI summarisin for me?or Vanisha?hehe..and yeah..u reminded me ...i still dun really get no answers for all the yellin i do to meself...things like" gadda..wt hell are u doin bhaney!" ..once and if i get me answer..i let u know hai ;oP hehe..but i guess u did get it right..even if it wasnt for me?the part about conformin..i seem to have a problem with that..hve been..and hopefully not forever..dun we all have a bit of anarchy in us all?;oP hehe.. and ImI and slash dude!!that was a summary!!wahahahaa..and actually cant call it a summary..didnt finish!can i ever finish?:o| duh!;oP hehe.. and Slash if i tried to help u in ur EN332(english?)..guess u be Flyin with Fs.. tonnes of them ..so still wanna?i might think about it..if u still wanna some tutorin for Fs? dun think so eh?who needs to be tutored in gettn Fs?;oP ----------------------------- but comin back..this post is vanisha..dun mind me...its ur post(as in it shud be talkin about u shared..well i like to believe we shud be talkin about that topic)..but yeah for a while ther i got in there..tho i didnt really wanted to :oS ...ironic eh?:oS hehe.. and moral re?..why not add another and another?and another?..thats lesson of life?make more morals as we go..and then forget some as we cant remember all?;oP hehe.. but yeah if i sounded like i was jokin about ur situation..dun mind me..most prob it was me own joke(s).. about me own life and experiences tht was permeating thru the words(bhawash) of mine..but thats how life is hoina?a joke to one might not be a joke to another?..tho in the end..life is a joke?anyone agrees with me about life being a joke?;oP hehe..funny how smtimes a joke actually makes u like cryin but u laugh instead cos ur "supposed" to be laughn when ur shared/given a joke? hehe ok ok blabbering again..but yeah..everything happens for good ;oP hehe..just filter the bad(bad for u ;oP) stuffs will u!need a stronger filter?im sure u did get some good encouragin words here?some words which u might have expected esp in ur unsureness..u know..how we long and hope for a light to just shine on us and lead us out of the darkness..when we do end up in darkness which we had forgotten about..esp in this world where light seems to be everywhere?and so easy to 'get' ..funny we still do end up in 'darkness' eh?...which is scary?;oP hehe.. hah another "essay" is brewin!!!and believe me!i was tryn to write short!as always!!so i shall stop here... good luck there!!wat else can i say?..if u expect..why not expect the unexpected eh?cos how many times we have seen the unexpected happenin?..and do hope u share more..doesnt have to be personal stuff..i mean personal would be nice..but duh!this is the net!scary aint it!millions out there might be readin..hearin u..and yet still being "deaf"!or worse still seems to have no feelns?sensitivity?...shiit!!i thot i was gettn better!!seems im still sick!!:o| lotte know any remidies?dun share with the the ideas of jumpin off the cliff...using ropes to hang oneself etc hai ;oP..that aint the cure..thats..wat the sickness does to u?if u dun fight it?;oP hehe... enuf of blabbering..for now?pls no commentin!!i made it short bhaney!;oP hehe..didnt finish :o( ;oP ehe dun be insensitive wil u!esp with an insensitive person!cos the insensitivity might not be felt?;oP hehe.. good day!:oD *gone*