I am also in the gang of readers. Whenever someone writes about Nepal, I try to see events happening in or around Handigau. Yes, I hear a lot "Nepal is not Hadigau". True, but my hadigau is Nepal. "Nepal" begins with Hadigau and may wander in many other places but ends with Hadigau again for me. A friend of mine says "hadigau is the worst place I ever been". I understand. He was thrashed there once for asking direction. Well my Hadigau was infested not only with dadas, jadyas, bhusya kukkurs, overflowing dhals, and "do-what?" people but many other good things (like what? well, I don't remember right now but I swear there were...like Bhawana..yeah!) too. I would not trade my hadigau for no place in earth. Memories are the safest place to visit. Even the nightmare ones are gone, Yes, gone.