bhusan my man, don't get disheartend.You can do it .Achieve American Dream!!!! Well think this way: You are not going to have better life in Nepal as compared to USA .Compare apple to apple not oranges to apple. What i mean is this.Imagine your family was not supporting you in Nepal.You would have had equally difficult time in Nepal as in US.I have seen people in Nepal working really hard.Harder than in USA.I have seen people working three jobs in Nepal.NO i am not talking about poor I am talking about educated middle class people.Then again,do you even fall under Middle class in American Standard?? So , u have to think positively.If you were to work 1 hr in Nepal how much would a person of your qualification would have earned.Now , even you do minimum wage job in USA.how much you earn. And if you talk about food ,It cannot be any cheaper than USA compared to money you make.Life gets boring and frustrating doing repeating same old rountine Then think what else would you be doing in Nepal.SAme job ,right?same style. i can see what you mean.It is then again up to you .Do you want to be big fish in small pond or Small fish in big pond? Oppurtunities are in Nepal as well as in US.You have to work to succeed in Nepal as well as in US.Luck you need in US as well as in Nepal.