IMI... thanks for the explanations. AND NO>>>>>.. neither the events in childhood NOR for the love am i going to do this, I am one stubborn girl that does things for her own reason. I ALWAYS>>>ALWAYS follow my heart. No muslim boyfren in picture... sorry to dissappoint you. I just wanted something more than mundane...thats all. And .... I AM STILL Studying... haven't converted yet. And, some things work for some people something else work for yet other people/// so this is indeed abt personal choice. It is not as simple as an arithmatical equation. But I am very open to critcism as well to learning new things. So go ahead teach me more abt GEETA. Thnaks