Few years back i use to have intense respect for students and scholars of developed nations, but after knowing something about us ( hard working students from third world countries and have indefinite knowledge in international politics , math and science) i am having respect for myself than for any other pro scientists in America. I really admire American standard education and I consider myself as one of the luckiest person from the third world nation who has been to sustain the Expensive life of America . We poor country people are doing hard to get education and go through ups and down every day and every minute, living in this country in F1 status is not just a matter of self respect but to me it is like gaining new degrees every day. Every day I know something new about life and every moment I learn to tackle severe and severe problems. Sometimes economic hardship , excessive work loads , sometimes homesick, sometimes apartment and other living problems and among all these hardships there is another mental trauma, I need to maintain good GPA. Cultural difference and language is not a problem for us though it is a big challenge for American and European students . In gaining 120 credit hours of my Undergraduate program I had to escape more than 120 deaths , sometimes with hunger and sometimes because of excessive work loads. I had to suffer Nepali -American’s humiliation for being an F1 student who has to suffer poverty and for not being able to go well with those Nepali- American citizen’s life style. For me, to get the undergraduate degree from American University is more respectful than the PhD of American people.