Hey GI, i forgot to tell you one thing. i dont listen to those sentimental hindi songs and try to act like heros who have been through this in movies. i believe that listening to those songs will not help me, rather have bad impact and i will even start thingking about her more. i dont drink either. i dont want to. but what i am going through riht now is, i am very depressed. i need help. i want to talk to as many people as i could. i want to know the different opinion about it. whenever i am alone, i think about her and time i had spent with her. i get irritated with crowd and can not handle nig crowd either. i am not focused. i have not told this thing to my parents as they are expectign me to get married with this girl soon. i do not have this courage as my mom is very emotional too.