Kan ma Kundal bro, Life is not always fair. Sometimes, Things don't go as you have expected. I know how you might be feeling at this moment. I know it would be very very hard for you to forget her at this point of time and move ahead. But I guess she has played her cards and now it's your time to move on as well. Time is the best healer, pal. This is the real world and you need to face it. I have seen wife leaving husbands after many years of marriage for another guy or vice versa. Just compare you with them; may be you will feel better. It's better sooner than later. Regarding bringing your life to normal, don't let you be alone. Spend your time with your roomies and frns. Probably, gals take you for granted if you care them too much. Life can be very harsh on you once in a blue moon but you need to face it and get over it. Hope you will feel better soon.