okie! I need to be bit open here. You are rite Gwajyo mate but you can see me in state of confusion as well. My unconsieus is telling me to get rid of her. My subconsieus is telling me to be with her. I am adjusting myself here and there. I feel like supressing that idle part of mine. I should not be spoling 2 lives. lonely gal, She wants to settle down outside of nepal. I want to settle in nepal. There we go so she is making compromise for me and I am about to sacrifice one in 2. Dont know which will be sacrificed. uhi recovering addict moneyminded