i know mansion, i know what you mean. those days wont come back. those are days that were not beyond reach ut we could be doing same thing still now. the situation of nepal forced to leave us, else you would run out of money to buy that beer. i still remember those days, where, i used to go to attend those places every week to check out one girl, taht was for almost two years and that girl didnt even know that. Last time i just called and gave her a hint that I used to think about her when we were in school. I as your neignbor, used to wake up early on fears that if i dont, i would miss to see you that day. You used to attend AVM and i used to attend Vanasthali, We had second trips, and sometime I used to catch the seocond one to see you more and miss my first class. well, those days can never come back, she is married now. she will not come back. life turns upside down on the thing thats nothing but for necessity. It was a journey created through necessity. i came here. I wish I was with her, may be she would know that time how mush I had felt that long time.