thankx so much mansion and mokshya. i have a couple of humiliating moments.these have gr8ly reduced my self esteem.as a result of which i avoid being in gatherings.i always fear, sth's gonna happen again. so there goes the reason for my nick.i stay alone most of the time. but hey,u all r so nice, feels like changing my nick.but i better stick to it for now coz i actually started liking it now.