I use to be like matyangro, now thanks to him for showing me my past. Shame on me, i know this things should be kept confidential. I have realise everyone loves there dignity even porno star. DUde, you can cheat anyone but u cant cheat yourself. If u can cheat yourself then ask yourself honestly.Bro, face the reality, come back to reality. learn to look down not up anyways thanks to you for showing me my past. You are like mirror to me. Thanks for another day of realisation moneyminded recovering addict (past is your best teacher)