only thing i can say is " come back to reality". Reality is bitter but if u learn to accept it, it is sweeter than rashvari........."face the reality, you dont have to be addcit on drugs to run away from reality. There is two types of addiction. chemical dependency and non chemical dependency. so guys come back to reality......be happy with your wife, GF or even with champa, chameli,radha, gita, sangita, hema, meenakshi, srijana etc etc...... dont even bother to think which is not happening............. maan ta malai ne " naam hai tera tera bhan na maan laagcha ne.........tara my reality is bitter but i have learn to accept it. remember one thing "KAAG BATHO BHAYO BHANE RASGULLA KHANCHA" MONEY RECOVERING ADDICT