Hi guy! It been a while that I have been disconnected from sajha. There was a big change in nation and entire sajha as well. It was lovely to hear some rumour mm joining moabadi..haha hahahaha. Well the truth behind my story is non other than my times spend back in rehabitation centre. I was admitted to Sudhar kendra on 14th of Feb (valentine day) on my request. I was getting chronic on alcohol and i tried my best but i couldn't. I asked my mum to put me in rehab as i surrender in front of addicition. I find myself very lucky to be recovering addict now. I finally got to realise that alcohol is also the drug so I am powerless infront of it. I have something called X factor disease which makes me slave of any addiction. Today, at least the Progamme has gave me the tools and commitment to arrest my addiction. Today, i am proud and happy then before to announce than i am 95 days clean(3 month and 5 days) on any drugs including ciggratte. It was difficult for me in the begining but now i am part of the progamme. My recovery progamme will end when i will die. My entire life is to struggle against drugs and to help other fellows to get out of it. Today i am member of narcotis ananomous which holds thousands of people on recovery. It is protecting and saving life of thousands. This is my story. I have completed my 3 months of detoxtication. Now, i am in hong kong facing the outing and enviroment. I need hope and courage as well to continue on it. Today, i am focusing on my attitude and behaviour change. I have to work out on lot of my attitude and everyday i promise for another sucessful day withouto drugs. JUST FOR TODAY IS MY MOTTO IN LIFE..........I have learnt to blast the past.........and now i know."I CANT CHANGE PEOPLE PLACE AND THING, I HAVE TO CHANGE FIRST". I AM WORKING ON IT. THIS SLOGAN HAS taught me to how to fight with irritation which leads to non other than frustation and anger. anyway guys.........i wasnot away but i was with you, Today i am back with my new life and new way. I am continuing on the progamme and still gonna continue on the rehabe as day care and studying counselling course. My one and goal it to be a part of anti drugs campagine. I have to ask for apologie with lot of ppl in sajha. Even though i dont get it, i will acept it as my consicounsess which is my reality and i have to face it. Thanks guys.....finally i realise that everyone need hitting bottom to change........anyway" need to go long way, action speaks louder than words. i will be in touch with sajha as before..... moneyminded recovering addict " you cant change ppl, place and things" recovery is a tool of self construction