ok came here to just say..to those who are tryn to do smthing to help others...well nice idea..and may things work out the way u all envisioned..i mean..ideas are easy to think of..but to implement?anyways good to see u all takn the initiative :oD... and oh ..to those who kinda were dreamin i just came to say that!guess u didnt believe me eh?;oP hehe..ok i try not to be a wet blanket..which i know i am :oS..ke garney..just cant stop thinkin about u know some ppl misusing another persons effort and time etc and givin the person whos tryn to help nothn but frustrations and makin the person think twice about tryn to be of some help again :oS..aint it great that the world aint full of pessimistic ppl like me?hehe..so alls good ;o)..dun mind me pessimism hai :oD....i am who i am hoina?wat i will be time will tell..hopefully a bit more optimistic in the future?have hope ppl!:oD ..even for me?:oS ;oP hehe... and yah..i better not make a 'majak' of the nice thots and effort of u thotful ppl here..by sayn i too am around to try and help..if anyone needs me help..i mean duh!..i be makin the person more frustrated i tell u!:o| ...by addin more pessimism to an already down person :oS..ke garney..teytikai hope pani dinu daar lagcha..bharai malai ni blame gardai bascha bhaneyra :oS..cos in the end..if one doesnt try to help himself/herself..can anyone help him/her?:oS...i mean of cos in the end..if one tries hard enuf..one shud be able to help to some extent hoina?:oD...(yeah im tryn to be positive here..its hard!:o| hehe..)so yah..kinda feels a bit weird to feel positive..but then again it feels good :oD..i guess the positivity of u ppl are kinda rubbn to me ;o)..be careful hai..dherai rub nagara..molest charge ma lakla ;oP hehe..i mean duh!dun worry i wont try to take advantage of a nice gesture here..but who knows?someone might?maybe that someone might be me?:oS..oops..negative thot ayo?:oS hehe.. *urges himself to think positive* *salla!think positive!!deep breath!!positive!!positive!!!and no!!dun think about being HIV positive!:@...u dun get HIV by just touchn the person salla!dun start thinkin who u bummed into today!..on the bus..on the train!!:@* hehe anyways yeah..hope everyone does learn to help themselves..:oD..cos if u start helpin urself..its kinda surprising how the world starts and seems to be able to help u hoina ;o)..and that leads u to be capable enuf to try and help another person?:oD... la la to each their own..sacchi ho..if only it was easier than how it is.. to push oneself to do those things we know we need to do..to listen to those rational thots we do hear ..from our frens..family..even ourselves?..yet when we are in the gloomy dreaded mood(ironic aint it?tho it can b called dreaded..when we are in that mood..the last thing we wanna do is get away from that mood?or is it just me who doesnt wanna wanna think of nice nice thots?:oS hehe)..well..do we listen to rational thots/words?hehe..ironies!!WOOHOOOOOO :oD la la..i better stop eh?;oP hehe..i can just feel the frustrations comin out of ppl..ppl who are still tryn to see if im startn to make sense at last..esp with the amount of words i type hehe..duh!;oP hehe..cheers for those ppl who still have hope for me :oD..(and oh if u dun have hope..no worries!duh!i prefer it that way?;oP hehe and plus..im glad at least ur sane ;o)..paagal ho bhaneyra malai chinta lageyko thio re :oS duh!was scared i might have kinda helped u become paagal ke :oS..ma ta goyo goyo..aru ta alik najahuus bhaneyko :oS..yeah right ;oP hehe..sounds like a lecture?hehe..duh!it wasnt :oS..ironies of life...all i wanna do is voice out me opinions..tho i dun know why i have such opinions..that i never will call 'mine' ever meself :oS..and yet i voice them?and sounds like lecture?:oS..i mean i do cherish it now..some dais who kinda told me then..to not to do those things they did..seemed like lecture then..but now ..thinkn of it..feels good to know they cared :oD..tho didnt really listen then?:oS..sacchi why must we more than not..try to learn from our own mistakes?why not from others?i mean duh!of cos there are tonnes of ppl who are a bit smarter and learns from others ..cheers that they exist :oD..im talkn a bit about meself ke ..wasnt that obvious?i mean aint it obvious until now?!!!hehe..sheeesh!doesnt me self centrerism show!u blindos!:@ ;oP hehe...anyways hopefully ..there aint much dumbos like me out there :oD..sacchi..i dunno smtimes if i ever do learn..or just like to repeat the things again and again...stubborness arghhhh!!!!someone is gonna get hurt real bad!:@..remember peter russell?hehe..think that was his name :oS..alik confused now hehe..dyam i love comedies!:oD hehe...ok ok enuf of me!and duh!who would have read until now!paagal ley ta type garcha!but it takes a more paagal to read wat a paagal has typed?wahahahah ;oP hehe...) where was i?hehe..oh yah...born free mentioned..run!..to each their own i gues...wish i did still run away me stress like i used to back then...anyways hopefully everyone has found out their own way to destress themselves..and keep them a bit more sane :oD hehe..i think i found mine hehe...typing!!wahahahaahahaa..duh!;oP hehe..but yeah too much is never good?and oh hopefully it aint alcohol or drugs :oS..sex?as long as not too much?duh!ask a sex therapist!!why me!:@ ;oP..but yeah..too much is never good!!hoina?duh!;oP hehe...but the thin thread that separates too much..from enuf..urghh..good luck there :oD la la enuf of bhak bhak..im surprised im typing here..i mean i guess now only do i realise i might have been quite stressed..more than i thot?hehe..cos duh!actions speaks?hehe..and yeah..tho this doesnt seem enuf..wanna carry on and on..:oS hehe..but for the sake of everyone here(told u..u all rubbed a bit onto me ..im carin a bit here?errr aint i carin?i mean i think i am!say i am!:@ ;oP hehe)...i better stop :oD... and oh yah thanks to that someone whom i dunno...who gave me the recipe of lemon and honey with hot water..i think it might be helpin a bit..well i will really know when i stop typing hehe..but the potion is def tasty ;o) hehe... good luck to everyone..esp those who tries to help others?;o) hehe...and yeah..hope u all manage to help urself..when u do need help ;o) hehe... good day :oD..and dun mind me bhak bhakn :oS hehe..cos if u do..u better blame some of me frens..who urges me not to stop :oS..yeah there are some weirdos like them who exist :oS..cheers for me that they exist :oD hehe...cos i really had enuf of 'voicin' me opinions to frens and frustratin them!typin?thats diff!!!;o)...anyone paagal enuf to read all of such bhakwash..deserves to get headaches?:oS ;oP hehe..i mean duh!we have to live with the choices we make?:oS..dun blame me!:@ but yeah ..if im to be blamed..dun stop ;o) hehe..give it to me baby!;oP hehe.. urghh...this mood!i better stop!!!!!!:@ and i will stop!:@ for now ;oP hehe good day :oD...and its nice to know there are ppl out tere who cares :oD...dun hide!!laaj mannu parna ;o) hehe..kinda already made me feel hope ;o) hehe..better go when im feeln positive!..urghh..cant stop thinkn about goin for a medical in the hospital :oS ;oP hehe... *gone*