I feel sorry for Thopa's situation here, but what surprised me is that Nobody have problem with him stealing money and smoking pots. Is it acceptable to us Nepalis to steal from someone else if you are in need and is it ok to smoke pot if you have frustrations? Find me one person who do not have worries. Everyone has one. All I can say to thopa is that may be you need to reconsider your life style and work harder and honestly, you will get your dream, and if not atleast you can live with clear conscience.