yep i agree with Indis guise! :) you should so totally go to a different country ke! :) :) if i were you i would move to Australia ke! :P and when you feel like shit because of your situation and all that, think about all those people who don't even have food to eat or shelter ke! at least you're luckier than them ni! :) :) so really your place in the world is so much better than most people's ke! but the problem is people always want more ni, no matter what they have it's just not enough! but that's just human nature ke, so it's totally understandable ni! :) :) Good luck! :) PS: when you feel really shitty and think about posting something like this then rather doing that,drop me an email ke and i'll try to cheer you up ni! :) :)