Everyone goes through that phase. Please keep optimistic looks towards life. You will succeed....if you take this as an step towards your dream.....just try to get out of it ...or grow out of it with an unscathed ability to dream. Dont leave school...take fewer credits. Study harder and apply for out of state fee waivers...maintain your GPA...and 1500 will be enough to support you. If you dont go to bars and waste money, u will have enough money to send home even. Just dont let all of this downtrodd you. Pretty much all of us students have to go through this in one phase or the other. This will what make a person out of you! Kudos! Dont let the hope die. Felicity