Highfly, I do not read everything and do not pay attention to everything I read in Sajha these days. So you will have to forgive me. As for your longing for peace, needless to say it is a common longing for every Nepali. Only that, Nepal has come to a point captured by an old Newari poem, क्रान्ति बिना शान्ति मरु । अब क्रान्ति बेगर को शान्ति खोजेको हो भने, it's unrealistic at this point of time, in my humble opinion.