juxta p!! we're in the same boat...not exactly but somewhat...i've always wanted to do sth for the counrty...for my ppl....sth that can make a difference...but now...i'm in US...n tryin to survive..i think it's good that u think of helpin the ppl...n it's also true like lfc says...that we can't help others until we ourselves are sufficient...so yeah...work hard make good money n then go back to nepal...and HELP!! that's my plan...