sajha feels like a relief to me, atleast this is somewhere i can flow out my words.. Steal my pain away Enough of it please Im broken and Im lonesome I dont feel anything All I feel is numb People think Im dumb Yes, I look dumb but inside me is their a heart of an innocent Ive stopped feeling right I feel wrong I dont wanna belong Im just a body respirating but my soul is real which is invisible thoughts come to me is that why Im invisible to people because Im not real and my soul is I know my soul is I dont feel strong enough indeed I dont feel any strength in me the tightness ive been holding deep inside me's gone Ive lost the grip ive lost everything I am lifeless, im unloved, uncared, unseen to everybody, yes everybody even the god so unloved am i Ive started to feel numb why cant i die someone, end me end this soul that lurks aroun to give pain but nothing end me, my life and this sadness right away take me awayy, far awayyyyyy