I dont wanna understand myself, all I know is I'm a burden and I have no nonburden attitude for I AM burden and understanding myself makes me feel shattered. I am a very unlucky one in this world. The world don't want me And I'm not here to be I want to be somebody else I am sick of feeling so left out I think my life is over This is it, no more pain, no more headache I will go away Because everything is lie, You are one and God is I am good at nothing I have no such calle "special talents" I am a headache for everyone So why live? If everyone want to get over the stress which is me Why not, I die? Atleast everyone wil be happy I am sick of living life I think its time for me to lie in my graveyard I know, I am not a bad person So why do I have to have a bad life I dont deserve this life I want to DIE I cut my wrists I get on drugs I hurt myself I egt a moment of relief But what next? This is not going to work Death is only going to work