I did see the feelings of u all, I appreciate those feelings. Well I m here in Nepal and trying to do whatever i can to keep the faith. Regarding being here or there. I believe it should be in the heart. one can do whatever from there also.. being here physically will be so much better but doesn't mean that u should abandon what u guys doing there. after all, i dont know, i have a feeling that whateever u guys do out there will ultimately make it up for Nepal.. u guys work your ass off to make it up to the family to make them stand here in nepal. If u earn better u will invest in Nepal, u learn better u will invest that in nepal, u experience better u will invest that in Nepal. So, this is my personal feelings, no hard feeling for anything. I feel wherever u are, u are a nepali, and today or tomorrow u will do for nepal. I hope i did say what i mean to say.. no hard feelings. thanks