One thing I have found in decent females is that when their feelings are dead, it is never revived. For eg., This wonderful girl used to like me and she was picture perfect example of understanding, Nepali independent and pretty lady , which ofcourse most of the Nepali girls are. So, she told me, she liked me. It was surreal moment, kinda like awkwardness; why me? What I gotta offer? So, I tell her that I wasnt interested and my "priorities" were different. She accepts and continues to be a super friend. I realise that I need her, relinquish to the fact that I should be with her. Then, I make subtle moves and guarantee myself that she isnt the same, not because she has other man but becuase my words were too strong for her. Anyway, to cut the crap, sometimes you just miss out. Girls in a sense are amzing with feelings, they are more gutsy than guys I think. We, guys, are too strong to express ourself becuase we wont want to be soft. Was I way too off topic?