I know what you mean and we do not even have to look beyond our own country to see the needy and the poor and the guilt of not being thankful haunts you but then sometimes i feel why should i always think of others and be grateful. I am grateful to God for everything you know but then living here is so difficult as well especially as a student. Not having your own car, not being able to eat at your fav restaurants, being lonely and dependent sucks like nothing else. But thanks anyways