I did ponder upon yr poem & It's not bad as 1st timer,but was hard to figure out what emotions U were goin thru? U could be either tryin 2 nurse yr broken Heart with a substitute of Baajaru Aaurat & feeling Sorry 4 her @ the same time or U are infatuated with this person,who U came in contact with,who is oblivious of yr feelings..... Nevertheless, even it's the case, Time heals all wounds, Ashish!