Her short-lived period of happiness…… comes back to square one… !! she had a huge fight over a minute thing!! Funny… but deeply disturbing. Well.. I don’t know what to write here. Sometime I think I as an author… get biased. I tend to be more sympathetic towards her I guess...just my feminine prejudice?. "Mujhko dil se yehi shikayet hai….. jo usko mil nahi sakta.. kyon uski chaht hai..!!" Exactly…. She yearns for the man she loved… the one with whom she has married.. not this transformed one. And she is aware of the fact that probably he thinks the same thing…. He feels exactly the same way about her… looking at the transformed her. She doesn’t know who should she hold responsible for this transformation.. that engulfed both of them….. or was that just wrong from very beginning…! What if they were not meant to be…. Well may be that’s it… they were just a mismatched pair from the start. But then between this meant to be or not to be…. Has killed both of their dreams and lives obviously. SHE PONDERS… IS IT BETTE R TO HAVE LOVED HIM ONCE AND LOST HIM… OR WOULD IT HAVE BEEN BETTER NOT TO HAVE LOVED HIM AT ALL. WELL… WHATEVER THE ANSWER MIGHT BE.. SHE CANT UNDO THE PAST.. OFCOURSE..NOT NOW ....when THEY HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TO THINK OF TOO. A part of her hates him… and a much bigger part of her loves him and prays to be with him. What an ambivalence. Always a fight between heart and brain. She has always followed her heart… it is high time that she should follow her brain for once…..!!