Dyamn bro, I don't know why you take these things personally? I'm not being personal to you..Trust me bro, I've been in that situation before. I've worked 30 hrs/wk during school days to make things happen. Used to work 18 hrs per day during the summers. I don't think your situation would be any different will it? My advice to you, don't look at other people. Don't think of what others can do for you but what you can do for other people. I fully sympathize with hardworking Nepali people but I've seen most Nepali people to be not Proactive. And I agree with Zalim Singh although the name sounds scary. He's a good guy and you should listen to his advice...it's important to work "smart", rather than simply working hard. Be proactive. Make the right decisions. Think of the future ahead of time. Working 40 hrs at the gas station won't cut it.You gotta demonstrate equal competence in studies. Spend less time in Sajha and more time with your books!! Good luck kid.