Hello Bhumika, I do not think you are a failure nor do I think you should return to Nepal. However, I do think you should be optimistic and look forward to your life ahead. Think about it, you are a graduate from American University, despite the fact that road ahead may not be paved with gold but opportunities are endless for you. Let me tell you my experience, it is not what you know it is who you know that lands you a well-paid job. Where to begin, start networking with successful people. You can find them at the charitable organizations like, rotary club, united way, humanitarian organization etc. Do not underestimate yourself, if you are willing to accept lesser salaries, it shows lack of confidence. You have further questions ask me. I will reply in next thread