I never doubted the authencity of your piece in the first place Bhumika. Alright, I faltered a little bit, but hey, you know... :) However, I do not understand how you see yourself as a failure. You achived one end of your dreams by earnign your masters', (Credit transfer in Masters' are extremly rare though, IMO) and you have just arrived. Two years in America and already have a masters' degree, I see success written all over. Buckle up pal, the fun is about to begin. It ain't over till it's over. Ki kaso? :) Indisguise:)