ok ok heard it all. for all of u who say i am a loser and i should go back to nepal, or that i made up my story..i heard it all and yes thank u very much for all the comments. the reason i wrote that piece was to come of my closet, MY closet which I had built.i was afraid to accept that what i had thought in nepal did not happen in america.so whatever i said about america is entirely MY personal experience.i am not looking to sacre people from coming to america nor am i looking to brand america as land of bad dreams. also for all of u who say that i am a loser and i should back home, all i want to say is that instead of living with the myth that everyone in america is a success, i have dared to come out and accept my failures. and last but not the least, i finished my masters in one year coz i did credit transfer..not a made up story dude. bhumika ghimire