hmmm were you really living in stone age when you had that so called "American Dream"? IF you talk about struggle, who isn't struggling? In which part of the world you live and dont have to struggle? For a better life, better health, better job, better than what you have now and the list goes on and on. I would say you just need to grow up! How stupid were you when you were in Nepal? Did you believe that you can come to a materialistic society like US and not pay for school, get a job that pays you thousands (oh mind you without going to interviews I bet)? Ughhhh yeah hullowwww....