hurray bro(?) hehe...tryn to understand eh?nice ;o)...well if someone does try to understand..gotta appreciate that hoina? anyways why?to each to their own i guess..wat might seem misguided to us...might not be for another ...vice versa hehe...but well im typing here...cos u did mention the word 'bhutanese' and well got to meet some bhutanese folks just recently and yap...some of them did say they wanna go back to their country and one was sayin..they wanna go back cos..well...guess one does love their 'own' country where they feel 'belonged' and of cos future does look good in bhutan...esp if its prospering(good king?not that im sayn we dun have a good one ;oP hehe)..wat could be more satisfyin then to contribute and know one is helpin one's country in its growth...and of cos...knowin one can do it...without too much 'resistance' hehe...ok ok no idea wat im goin about now...but i do know some nepali frens of mine who cant wait to go back to nepal and do smthing there...so yap...dun lose hope yet re kya ;o) hehe... and about me..if u ask me...i do wanna go back..one day...for life..when i know i can do smthing...for now...i choose to stay away and well hopefully do stay away...cos yap if i go there now..i be lost!!!!:o| plus u know..'priorities' :oS hehe...ok ok enuf of givin lame reasons..i guess if i had really grown up in nepal i be lookin foward to never goin back..cos yap...grass does look greener on the other side doesnt it?...anyways enuf said...smtimes smthings just cant be explained and understood..so hehe...hope u dun get too much tensions when u try to understand ;o)... good day..and....Jai nepal ;o) hehe...