change your name to "murkha". this is a controversial subject. I remember, BBC once had an online-poll-and-discussion on a similiar subject. that was some 5 yrs back or so... and, eventually, even the then Nepalese gvt had to hold a press conf. every country in this world is influenced by another. some are even ruled by mafia.. and nepal is no exception, neither is india. the fact that our political stuff is not going on well doesnt mean that we want to be ruled by someone else. as a nepali, i want to remain nepali. i am not nepali because gyane or his predecessors were ruling. it is because of "dodhare" and "daichiure" like you who dont have confidence on your countrymen that the national identity is at stake. gorakhkali mai le nepal ko kalyan garun.