Read all the above posts. I've just changed my way during this travel. I used to read religious texts like Buddha n' all n' used to feel good knowing about all these best things. But when I'm back to life, I do the same shit to myself n' others. For me, it happened to be just a 'Buddi Bilas'. I tend to develop more ego as I can cite more examples during talks n' people get impressed during conversations. But personally I knew that I'm back at the same level as I was before reading all these texts. So I just doubt whether reading is ever gonna help me. I now read only what is required for me like text books or novels or some other brilliant ideas n' i don't crave to read for any religious books like Bible or koran n' i would never read probably. I've realized the most important thing is to learn and know about myself. The knowledge about me will help me to realize that I'm not different than others, will broaden my mind n' my way of looking at stuffs.