You are making the biggest mistake of your life. I have seen similar mistake done by one nepali girl who was fell in love with this paki guy. Despite being such an educated, he treated her as any muslims. 1st it started with conversion to islam then giving up on personal freedom. Now she is in Pakistan with her conservative muslim in-laws, and she hasn't been able to contact her parents for years now, who by the way already have dinnounced her for marrying muslim. Many of you might say this is one instance. You may be right, but think about it, it will be hell for an indepedent Nepalese woman to be live in islamic law. Wise man once said "love is blind...but doesn't have to dumb".