Always used to like Tihar more than Dashain. Missed Bhaitika and every day of this auspicious festival . I got pain ...pain of missing home...To forget those pain , I try to party . Even surounded by hordes of people, I become alone .....thinking about TIHAR..... no flowers to match sayapatri and makhamali...in the midst of neon lights ...missing diyo batti and candle light...deusi, bhailo, cards.....selroti....everything...... missing home , missing people....missin nepal......