Posted by: anonymous October 30, 2005
Sixth avenue heartache
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hah..(laughn at meself ke :oS hehe..cant believe im here!!!wahahaha :o| hehe)...anyways...well got some 'writers block'(more like typer block!!!hehehe that doesnt sound and is more correct i think ;o)..i type...me a writer?am i kidding meself!!!wahahaha ;oP ehhe) anyways as i was sayng..got some 'typers block' so came here to type...to type what else?but bhakwash hehee..(ppl understand me so easily these days hoina?awwwwwwww...:o'( hehe...its feels soo good to be understood!!!tho of cos no one does mention it they understand me..the point is i feel im being understood!!!and when feelns are there!!does fact matters?wat is the fact/truth bhaney?hehe..arent we bias?esp me ?;oP hehe..ok enuf of dramas ;oP hehe).... hmmm if u ask me..feel weird typing here(but then again i feel weird even when i dun type..so duh!!!hehe i am weird!!gotta accept it hoina? :o( hehe which i do ;o) hehe..so dun mind me re kya ;o)..hehe ok too much of meself again?as always hehe...but if i talk about smone else...well u know how ppl are?SENSITIVE!!!hehehe so sheesh!!salla consciene STFU for a while will u!!give me some peace!!!!!:@:@ hehe) and i better not get started on the things i can (and in some ways do want to) type about...just changed me mind hehe..cos seriously if i let meself type on those things..dyam..scares me where me will end up..and of cos once we start smthing..we do wanna finish it hoina?at least give it a proper ending hehe..dun we hate it when we never see an ending?hehe...more than we hate seeing an ending that wasnt to our liking?hehe...oh well doesnt matter if anyone agrees...it is just an opinion anyways and subject to change anytime...due to situations..and circumstances and new experiences etc hehe... so let me get straight to the point wahahaha...this scarlett made me curious!!!Medicinal purpose re?:o| are u tellin me the hunch that i always felt, the hunch that they gave 'psychiatry' treatment here ...me hunch was right and had been right all the time?:o| dyam!!!no wonder smtimes i do feel me am pyshic!!everything seems like deja vu!! smtimes :o| hehe..(guess real reason is too much thinkn of too many dumb scenarios that i cant remember ;oP ehe) so is the treatment for free?:o| or only for u? ;oP hehe...hyaaa :oS..hey can u talk for me and get me some free sessions ;o)..u know...we all know u care re kya ;oP hehe....so u better get me that psycho therapy!!!!bhujio!:@:@:@ (dyam now that pyscho therapy reminds me of a song hehehe wont type it dun worry ;o) hehe..)i know u can persuade ;o) so dun give me reasons!!!!u know im not overestimating!!!hehe ..la la better dun ask too much at once re kya ;oP.... and hats off re?abui u wear hats 24/7 ho?or were u coincidentally wearing one then?hehe next time leave the hats at home!!!!sheeesh ppl!!!dun put more pressure on me to get a hat meself!!!esp when ppl give hats off..of cos me to feel like givin me hats off time to time(give and take ni ;o) hehe)..tara sheesh no hats!!how to give hats off!!and nah!!!dun wanna get a hats!!!!katti society ko pressure bhanya!:@ hehehe...and keti ko hats malai?wat do u think huh!:@ aint i sensitive or wat?:o| ;oP hehe...so anyone still needs extras!!!i work for minimum wages ;oD...;oP hehe... btw bowler hat ho?always was lookn for a bowler hat :oS...yap yap better stop ;oP hehe..but u know me..give me a word and urghh if me lose me control :oS... cant stop giving back two :oS(well more than two!!but sheesh!!u know wat i mean!:@ kati explain garnu parcha bhaya!!!arghhhh!!!!:@ hehehe)length ko lai no hats off pls!!sheesh katti bhannu parcha!!!screw the length!!!;oP hehe...ani u taking a lot of deep breaths ho?la la take more :oD..and deeper ones :oD...might slow down ur BP and well..that is always good hoina?:oD....ok think its kinda done hehe...*Phewwwwwww *(me too learn good habits fast re kya ;oP hehe) but before i go...one dumb pondering of mine hehe...(in case some frens do end up seeing me here hehe and u know..everyone is sensitive in some ways ..so better to be safe than sorry re kya ;oP hehe) alik thacha...if they see me writing here..they might think salla gadda!!...esp since havent written a while to some of them :oS..tara ke garney bhaney!!if i start writing...im scared i wont stop :o| so yap..it doesnt matter if i make sense or not..but we do get used to thinks pretty fast hoina?so seeing why someone has stopped typing suddenly without any reason etc...(esp long ..tho i like to think i actually do write short ones ;o) hehe...they are in some weird ways..u know if it stops...then ppl will realise i guess ;oP hehe) anyways sheesh wat am i typing bhaney :o| i seriously shudnt try to explain!:@ hehe..oh well sm ppl cant stop tryn tho they cant re kya and urghh dun mind me :oS...just was feeln a bit guilty for not sayn hi to some frens for a while so was gettn tht off me chest here re kya ;oP hehe...so dun mind me doing it...im weird!!!i wont write to them!!not now anyways hehe...daar lagcha that i cant stop :oS..even im pretty scared i cant stop here :o| tara hehe wat doesnt kill us makes us stronger hoina?;oP hehe..so sheesh..after today!!!i dun need to face the computer!!!!(not as much as now hehe)WOOHOOOOO!!!i think i be alright :oD...calculated risk ni ;o) hehe... but cheers to those who made me feel like typing and made me end up typing re kya ;oP hehe...feels pretty good to let out bhakwash if u ask me :oD..and seriously whoever reads me bhakwash..wahahaha..good luck :o| u need it mate :o| ;oP hehe...try writing without expecting anyone to read(im too much into reality..accept oneself ppl!!hehe ok i better stop preaching hehe..the preacher near u must be freakn out im after their jobs ;oP hehe)...its kinda fun ;o) hehe.. and sandhurst bro ta weekends ma ta auna raicha...at least i noticed that re kya ;o) hehe...la la me out and maybe comment a bit here and there..hehe...will be shorter than here for sure hehe..think me 'typer block' is better now...i feel like typing in the other place :oD...dyam the things typing can make one feel :oD... and scarlett..haha...well alik 'haha'ing cos didnt know how to put a 'the'..'this'...'that' into ur name this time ke :oS..and hehe just puttn it plain and feels weird :o| hehe...well hope u dun feel weird seeing it "plain" re kya ;oP hehe..iwell we never know hoina?;oP hehe world is already too weird in the 1st place :oS hehe...if u do..oh well..who cares!!;oP hehe...anyways as i was sayng..dyam guess wat?dyam i got soaked in the rain today!!arghhhh!!someone cursed me i tell u!!!!but already dry now hehe.well couldnt help it :oS and well if i told me mum about it..she def will nag at me sayng..must be cos i didnt wanna use an umbrella hehe..and shes half right when she says that :o| ..anyways u know gettn wet in rain(i wasnt try to hai hehe)..well heard of ur incident..and well since i experienced it meself..of cos we humans do like to think if the other person felt the same way..:oD...i felt pretty great..hehe im weird..yap just reminding u to let u know ..u dun need to remind me!:@ DIY ke!!!;oP hehe...anyways hope i dun get sick :oD..but hehe...nice to know there is always someone out there..who is just like us hoina?who might be experiecing like we do..and maybe thinkin like we do..tho smtimes we cant stop feeln how alone we are(which isnt a good feeln :o| hehe) etc hehe...ok enuf bhakwash ;oP hehe....say hi to sandhurst bro from me..if u see him and im not 'around' i can trust u on that hoina?;oP hehe...oh well free will!!!hehe... good day ...everyone :oD...and john bro dun worry..dun shake ur head so much(well i see ur image of that baby pic of urs shakin his head in me mind!!wahahaha :o| hehe)..have a feeln i wont be bringin out this thread of urs for a while ;o)...for how long?herum la re kya hehe..but if me feeln is wrong :oS..dun blame me hai..:oS..feelns are feelns hoina?;oP hehe...we feel it..even tho we cant explain it :oS hehe... so ppl!!..dun stop blasting that keyboard of urs ;o) hehe...Happy Tihar again :oD..oh yah felt great when some frens wished me that.(lookn foward to seeing them soon..dunno if they feel the same way :oS ;oP hehe)...so yap sharing that feeln re kya ;o) hehe..sacchi ho!!katti bhak bhak garnu shakcha bhanya!!!hyaaaa :oS hehe...dun mind me re kya ;o) hehe.. good day(again hehe) *gone*
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