I say go ahead. Marry a Pakistani. Become a Muslim. Wear the Burkha--never show your face to anyone for months. Attend the most orthodox religious school in Pakistan. Show that religion does not affect from what you want to do. Even if you don't like it, do them all--just for the heck it. Diversify your interests. At the end, you will realize, there is something about it that you don't like. Divorce him. Marry an African. Go to Africa. Spend some time with tribal people. Identify with the tribesRun around hunting for hippos, and african wild animals. Do some diamond business..make lots of money. Show that the color is not an issue with you. . Go to Somalia. Give some food to hungry kids. Make them happy. At the end that's not where you belong. Divorce him. Marry a Mexican. Go to rural mexico. See how people, who almost look like your uncles, cousins, take totally by your surprise. Smoke weeds; operate illegal businesses. Take risks. Come to US illegally, even though you hold H1-B or permanency. Cross the three day long desert with just a bottle of water, with hundreds of other Mexicans. At the end, this is not where you belong. Divorce him too. Marry nobody. Become a monk, for few months.. Spend your time in a monastery, doing all sorts of crazy things. Maintain celibacy. Act like a monk. The point is: There is no such thing as true love. Diversify your intersts. Increase uncertainity. Divesity and uncertainity bring thrills in your life. The fact that your parents love you does not mean that they do not mistakes. So don't be obligated to follow what your parents feel. However give some consideration what your parents has to say. After all, you are born from Nepali parents.