Dear Izen, Namaste Well, I say u dear even without knowing u in deatil, hope u wont mind. I could have sent u a mail but I prefer to send u through this SAJHA ko chautari. Well, I ve been follwing some of ur threads and that made me think something serioul, If im not wrong ur spiritually inclinded person with many unsolved questions. Can I say u ve a mysterious soul??? do u often go for Meditation? Have u been to Vipashana? Osho Dham??? Hey Izen, life of course is something deeper than what we all perceive and dream, Ive also got puzzled many times abt this strange phenomena.... All the dreams and desiers are just fake the ulitmate goal is MOKSHA, ENLIGHTMENT which only can be accomplished through MEDITATIO.... Im sure u know it all... Well, hope to hear from u. Truly Amazing