Moneyminded, You crack me up dude.So easily as if you were buying nibhana from your nearest convinience store.Smoking weed threw more confusions in your head.Few times I have smoked weed in the past I have either hysterically laughed or sadly cried.Never gave my brain any trouble to go deep into metaphysics while my brain was weed-toasted.You have said conclusion is whole universe and life is nothing but zero.Thats the state of void i.e, sunyata.We have a tendency to believe that mokshya is possible by entering deep jungle or wondering in the remote.That is a fase conception.Mokshya is impossible until you completely detach yourself from this physical realm and enter the spiritual realm which is a dauting task.To free youself from all physical ills that revolves around our physical existance like greed,jealosy,lust,ego and so on.In that state of nothingness you are in only experiencing eternal joy and not knowing it. Moneyminded,you have said that you have achieved Mukti.Mukti acheivers aren't aware of what they have achieved they only experience it.It's a whole different universe.You have said can you explain me heat and cold and trauma and joy.They are simply your mind experincing some it which is under no circumstances related to the state of sorrow or state of nirvana.State of nirvana is not absence of sorrow it is simply the state of nothingness or void. Laxmi Prasad Devkota was a humanist not a narrow-minded religious fanatic.I would say he was a non-conformist like many poets and philosophers.My limited undersatnding of mokshya and its existance tells me he didn't achieve mukti while he was present here on earth in his physical body.It is impossible to achieve mukti in our life time period.We may experience it few times if we are passionate enough through self-discipline but in one life time or two life times it is impossible.It takes many lives before we even get close to nirvana.But one thing is undoubtedly certain that as humans we are always evolving and preparing for that state of nirvana,sunyata,tranquility or shangri-la or whatever you might want to call it.