I was just graduated then , about 4 years ago, with my master's degree and started my professional in hi-tech industry in the US. I used to chat with a girl in Nepal then. She was also just graduated with BS in computer engineer. After a month or so I was feeling different. I did not know I was already in love with her until one day she disappeared for a week without any prior notice. I waited her on my MSN like crazy. I donot know how many e-mails I had written then. She appeared after a week and told me that she had to take care of her relative in a hospital. I wanted to tell her I love her but I was so shy then. We used to chat for hours and hours everyday. Then after that, we used to write/send emails. Before starting a chat session we used to discuss about what we wrote in emails. It is my misfortunate that I could not get her in my life, But I still believe that was LOVE. ove hurts: if you are in love, you get easily hurted. even if your partner does not intentionally try to hurt you, you will be hurted. My love story in this context: I knew almost after 5,6 months being with her that she does not do anything to hurt me, hurt my feeling. Still, I was so sensitive. It happend that my birthday came in the middle. I told my girlfriend only my nepali birthday. She was not keeping track of that date I suppose. Then came my birthday. I waited her birthday wished day and night. I even waited until next day 12:00 noon but she did not. I was immensly hurted. I took off from my office and planned to go north. Then I got my girlfriend's call next day. I prented as if nothing happened. But she was witty to figure out I was hurted. I was melted then. I told her all the truths that I went through. I guess - that was LOVE..... Almost after 5/6 months I was too sure that I was in love with this girl. I never had experience of falling in love before. I was like drug addicted people. It is hard to believe now, I was almost insane in those days. Waiting her emails, writing long long emails and chat for ~2 hrs a day. Slowly, I started calling her in my weekend. And then alternate evenings. Once she mentioned that her head banged on floor. I felt as if my own head was banged. I called her almost every day during that time.