I know from my childhood experiences that I am not merely flesh and blood.If one looks deep inside and meditates upon that one is slowly but surely to discover that truth.Conscious self is like energy it is neither created nor destroyed it simply changes itself from one form to another.Our present self is simply its passing through.We tend to embody different selves.Good and bad too is part of that.Our conscious energy simply clothes itself sometimes what you would call good or bad selves.Conscious never dies that I have discovered.But whether our consciousness evolves while leaving back its old selves or when we die that I am meditating on.It is solely direct callings from my enthusiasm which can be not true for others. Gautam ji,I am not "achieved".I have a long way to go.Delhi bahut door hai:). Oh how is OSHO by the way? iZen