Every now and then i am tired of myself I am living all by myself I am in good financial status and i dont have to worry about earning food 7/24 I am doing good research and pursuing higher degrees than my collegues I have support from my family back in Nepal and my lovable ones here But still people say why u r sad always ?? I am happy sometimes but still .... i know i am sad i am tired of life , coming school every day doing research doing this doing that drinking beer and going to party dancing in bar ............and all I THINK I AM TIRED OF LIFE